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[Jan. 18th, 2007|07:43 pm] |
oh how I miss livejournal
theres only one person on my friends page that still updates
but I read it
because myspace is blocked on school computers
LJ is so much better than myspace
hfiosghsdiojfdisojfiodjs
get zwinky |
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| you dont get an LJ cut because I don't even remember how to use LJ |
[Jan. 2nd, 2007|01:53 am] |
I just dont want to lose this
part two
what kind of camp out would it be without HannahJordMiles lovin??
I wish I would have taken more pictures of Hayley because shes my BABY
there was just too much sexiness going on at once we couldn't contain ourselves
Johnny attacked miles while he was pissing I think is what this is
...it was pretty scary
I love Maddy
I love Hannahs mom for making these taquitos
and Hollis for going to sleep
wheres all the pussy?
heres everyone that was being anti social
this is the next morning when we went to publix... every 20 pictures are completely backwards
good morning sunshine
(back to night time) I have no idea what was happening in this picture
Ciara needs to make this her default
this is my new friend TACA he's awesome
we went to publix drink the next morning and I guess took pictures while driving... it was AWESOME
and then we had this DANK breakfast because Hannahs mom is royalty
I love being drunk for like 20 hours straight
and finally... last picture... its a good one |
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[Sep. 12th, 2006|01:32 am] |
sunrise sunset
sunrise sunset
swiftly threw the day
sunrise sunset
you wake up and you undress
it always is the same
the sunrise and the sunset
you're lying while you confess
keep trying to explain
the sunrise and the sunset
you realize then you forget
what you've been trying to retain
but everybody knows it's all about the things
that get stuck inside of your head
the vision of her body as she stretches out of your bed
and she raise her hands in the air
asks you when was the last time
you looked in the mirror
cause you changed
yeah you've changed
sun rise sunset
you're hopeful then you regret
the circle never breaks
sunrise the sunset
theres a change of heart or address
is there nothing that remains
for a sunrise or a sunset
your manic or your depressed
will you ever feel okay
for a sunrise or a sunset
your lover is an actress
did you really think she'd stay
for a sunrise or a sunset
you're either coming or you just left
but you're always on your way
towards a sunrise or a sunset
a scribble or a sonnet
they're really just the same
for a sunrise or a sunset
the master and his service
have exactly the same fade
for a sunrise or a sunset
from a cradle to a casket
there is no way to escape
the sunrise the sunset
holds your saddness like a puppet
keep putting on the play
but everything you do is leading to the point
where you just wont know what to do
not a moment to relax
with there is someone laughing louder than you
so its true the trick is complete
become everything you said you never would be
you're a fool
sunrise the sunsets
go home to your apartment
with the casset and the tape deck
and let that fever play
sunrise the sunsets
where are you there in that |
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[Sep. 11th, 2006|11:46 pm] |
I went to pedro today and mrs searcy wasn't even there I was so upset.
but Hannah left with me and we got taco bell and colored til I had to go to work
Dean Sapp came to sonic tonight, that was weird... I donno he made me want to cry and he gave me 5 dollars.
and when I got home I took a shower and I got a shit load of my face soap in my eye and my eye still burns so fucking bad
thats all |
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| hooked on my gasolean |
[Sep. 8th, 2006|11:46 pm] |
so I came home tonight and was trying to avoid my mom and stuff because I was suppose to be at work and basically she made me sit down and have this serious conversaton because apparently she found out yesterday that I couldn't go back to pedro and that I wasn't allowed to enroll at the votec or online if I owe time at gaines or someshit but she didn't tell me about it and I was suppose to go today or something but I didn't because... she didn't tell me and she said I don't have to go monday either cause she's not done making phone calls.... so I'll never have mrs searcy again and that makes me want to die but if I just go to gaines I can graduate in october so... I'm probably just gonna do it and get it over with. but I'll miss mrs searcy and I'll have to visit her on a regular basis.
jordo |
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[Sep. 5th, 2006|09:22 pm] |
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teared ticket stubs in the desk
a movie I've never seen
probably shouldn't ask
it sounds so accusing
she must have forgot to mention girls night out
haha gross. |
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[Sep. 3rd, 2006|11:37 pm] |
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tonight I went to my grandmas house because it was her birthday I just went to visit and what not because everyone was over there and as soon as we got there they started watching these videos and the first one was an entire tape of like the first 3 months of my life.... it was so fucking sad I was like bawling my eyes out and trying to hide it from my drunk loud ass family. my grandpa was holding me and it was before I had a dad and it was just so sad because the tape was of so many of my family members holding me that I remember when I was so little and some of them are dead now... and when I was 3 days old my sister saw me for the first time and she held me and she wasn't even 4 years old... it was just crazy to see the first time me and Shelby ever saw eachother on tape... I mean I've always known that those tapes existed but seeing them just fucking broke my heart...it makes me feel like shit to see what I've done to myself and what I've done to my body when so many people loved me before I was even born... and now that my sister has a baby... I donno it's weird... family is a weird thing... and even though I hate my family sometimes I hope I never just lose touch with everyone like I've seen happen to so many people.. like me and my grandpa never talk anymore and he was like going to be my dad... weird shit. just felt like a rant.
jordo
ps. I ate 4 pieces of pizza tonight and now I feel like vomiting and I don't think I can eat another bite for atleast 2 days |
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| oo oo baby |
[Sep. 2nd, 2006|06:15 am] |
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well I'm still awake. I've been laying in bed for about 6 hours and I just decided to get up. I have to be at work in 2 hours anyway so I guess I'm giving up on sleeping for the night. I have the worst head ache I couldn't sleep because there were so many questions going threw my mind about tonight and when I finally got the phone call I've been waiting for about an hour ago he was too drunk to really give me piece of mind about anything.
today will probably be the worst day of my life at work
but it's okay.. once again, I deserve it
jordo |
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| swing life away |
[Sep. 2nd, 2006|12:48 am] |
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I have no idea what just happened
my ex boyfriend just punched me in the mouth?
and my best friend just said "fuck you i just got hit in the face"
I'm sorry I didn't fucking ask you to jump in the middle of it
but I guess since I Have fucking emotions and I have reflexes to stand up for myself
I'm just a crazy drunk bitch
sorry bitches but I'm sure anyone who has any shit to say about me drank way more than me tonight
I had 2 fucking beers
I wish I could get as drunk as all of you and think I'm so much better than everyone else
but when someone calls me a whore what am I suppose to do? sit back and let some guy who doesn't even fucking know me fight all my battles for me?
sorry I cause so much drama. I didn't want any of this to happen
and now I'm in even more trouble because I told my mom someshit went down that had to do with him because that's all I could say to explain why I was so upset and I had already told her that she would be staying the night with me because she was worried about me
but all it took was some attention that she needed and now driving me home safely is way too inconvenient
fuck any of you who try to pretend to care
no one fucking understands except the person who says I'm the biggest piece of shit on the planet
so I guess maybe I am
since the only one who even fucking knows me is the one that makign my life hell
so I am making my life hell
I'm sorry
I'm so fucking sorry that I just wanted to sit and smoke a cigarette and shoot the shit for 5 seconds
but that can't happen without some bull shit ocming up
that means I'm a whore
I'm eye candy
so much for having a good time
fuck everyone in this town
fuck all of you who pretend to be my friend I'm fucking glad I got arrested
now all I have to do is wait for all my legal shit to be over and I'm out of this town
this town atleast
this is why I can't go out iwth you
this is why I use to not have friends
because everything worked out better than
because I never got my hopes up before or put trust in anyone else |
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[Sep. 1st, 2006|02:55 am] |
FORGET ALL OF MY OTHER ENTRIES TONIGHT I HAVE ONE THING TO SAY
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[Sep. 1st, 2006|01:10 am] |
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the world is sleeping I am numb |
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| cure my tragedy |
[Sep. 1st, 2006|12:55 am] |
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| [ | music |
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I'm starting to miss someone really un expected.
and it's all because I smelled his smelly smell the other day.
but whatever I'll get over it.
it's not like I can do anything about it.
tomorrow = see how wasted I can get in 2 hours
oh my love, please don't cry. |
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| what a lovely ending |
[Aug. 29th, 2006|07:16 pm] |
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| [ | music |
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what I'm going to miss the most about pedro, actually the only thing I'm going to miss is Mrs. Searcy. I was so excited to be getting out of school and graduating in december but every day I went to school I actually appreciated it for the first time ever. Who the hell wants to sit in a ceramics class for 4 hours straight? I do! and get highschool credit for it... only now I can't... because I'm stupid. I mean I'll still finish school eventually I only need like a credit and a half but I really was loving ceramics and I got that all taken away from me today.
I never thought that if this ever happened the only thing I would be concerned about was school but I guess I'm older now and I'm completely taking full responsibility for anything I did and I honestly think I can handle it like everyones like oh you have no idea how screwed you are but my parents like aren't even that mad and that was like the only thing I was stressing... so whatever it's not a big deal... I'm just a dumb ass and probably won't be able to smoke weed for a while and I lost even more of my parents trust but I never had that anyway and I planned to move out before I gained it back. so no plans have changed other than I Have more time to save money to move out now that I'm not in school.
anyway I guess I can become best friends with this computer again. |
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| alright heres the forecast |
[Aug. 24th, 2006|05:29 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | Hans house | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  high | ] |
| [ | music |
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I wish this livejournal still knew me so well... so much shit has happened that is never written about anymore...
Hannah has this Kitty that looks like a monkey
and it's raining this weekend which sucks because me and Hannah had this sexy sleep over 5.0 planned only it was a camp out because we're not allowed to have guys over anymore thanks to drunk people. so we were gonna pitch these tents in the back yard and have a bunch of beer and a camp fire that Jason was going to light. so whenever it's done raining all of this is going to happen but it's looking like it's gonna be raining on Saturday so we'll see what happens.
school is awesome now. I stayed the night at Rylees last night and got kinda drunk, me and Rylee never hang out anymore it sucks I miss her. Hannah and Mr. Hoog are girlfriends and they listen to nelly fertato together. me and Hannah are the coolest kids in town and we do a bunch of ceramics alot. and my sisters living with me again supposedly and I got to see her baby today and I love him.
I don't know if anything I wrote just made any sense but I'm not gonna read it
Hannahs cat is going crazy.
me and Jeff are just friends now, I still hate Brian, and I love myself.
maybe.
<333333333333333333333 |
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[Aug. 20th, 2006|06:08 pm] |
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ok no... not anymore bye |
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| I'll be drinking irish tonight |
[Aug. 7th, 2006|11:28 pm] |
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am i blond yet [11:24 P.M.]: im bringing you a turkey sandwich for lunch tomarrow.
am i blond yet [11:24 P.M.]: be prepared for deliciousness
SilverSkittles56 [11:24 P.M.]: NA UH!
SilverSkittles56 [11:24 P.M.]: oh my god
am i blond yet [11:24 P.M.]: ya huh
SilverSkittles56 [11:25 P.M.]: thats the sweetest thing anyones ever said to me
today kind of sucked
tomorrow should be pretty awesome
I have a full gas tank new pack of cigarettes
I'll be riding dirty...
and I have DDR in my car
and I don't have to work again til Friday
things are lookin good.
and Jeffrey Cohn is now my boyfriend
yeah bitches |
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[Aug. 5th, 2006|11:08 pm] |
I LOve Hannah
and I have a new guy friend who is awesome
and me and Hannah are about to have some dank ass pizza and it will be AWESOME
peace and love |
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